Just wanted to write something today...this happens only at certain times...and I feel as if I am not writing rather I become a medium for something to flow through me. Was just thinking about the Present Moment - What it means to live in the Present Moment.
I am typing write now...this is the present moment but the moment I write about the present moment, the present moment passes away. Its quite tough to catch this moment.
Guruji says this moment is very deep - what does this mean.....?? May be the depth is so huge that catching it might be difficult and not possible through effort. May be only through grace it happens - whatever might be the case - understanding this present moment brings me to a beautiful " I Dont Know"...Jitna jaanogey, utna paogey ki tum kitna kam jaantey ho. Even Einstein said the following beautiful lines
A little knowledge is a dangerous thing. So is a lot. 
They say mind jumps between past and the future....Even when we say - we will miss a particular person or a situation - it actually means that we want to be in a situation where we are happy and blissful and the present moment is not right. We glorify the past and say that the present moment is not enough.
The other case can be where we want to achieve something but this achievement is also of the future. The
" Icha" Factor keeps us away from the present moment. This Iccha can be either materialistic or spiritual in nature - It can be wanting a Ferrari or can be wanting a Samadhi. It can be having millions or being very very close to the Guru. It can be getting into a relationship or gaining a state of unconditional love - watever it might be - it takes us away from the present moment.
When the body is not stable and we want to get rid of the pain or a disease - are we not running from the present moment?? If the acceptance of the pain becomes so total - may be we get into the present moment totally and mind loses it grip.
Saara chakkar is of the mind only but coming into this present moment - it loosens the grip of the mind . Out of all these, one thing is akshunn Satya and that is Death. The one who is reading this, will die and the one who has written this will also die. ( Darna Mat :) ) This is for sure... certain - a certainity comes in a garb of mystery - another beautiful " I Dont Know ". Death to bahut badi mystery hai...recently bahut saarey uncle aunty ...chod chod kar upar pahunch rahe hain...lagta hai season hai..Dev Anand bhi chal gaya recently .....humaara bhi kabhi season aayega yeh to pakka hai :) :)....!!! par hum aware hokar marenge ;) :)
Marna bhi ek beautiful " I dont Know " hai.....!!!
Between all these " I Dont Knows" one thing I know is that we can strive and put our effort to be in the present - This pal - this second - God knows what mystery is unveiled to us by the nature/ Guru tattva.
Everything around is a wonder and mystery - Life is a mystery - wondering about it and living it.
Pal pal, yeh pal chal raha hai,
kal,aaj aur kal, samay badal raha hai.
Nadi kabhi ik jagah ek jaisi nahi rehti
zindagi bhi bas ek jaisi nahi behti..
Shayad yahi abhi khayal aaya hai,
kya mainey kya tuney payaa hai...
Zindagi kuch aur nahi, ik beautiful se mayaaa hai..!!! ;)
Have a wonderfull and mysterious day....jgd...!!!!!!!!!!!!
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